You are Knot, alone?
January 5, 2011DISCLAIMER: This was originally written in December, but posted in January.
Hola everybody!
I just removed my jeans, without unbuttoning them! Well, that’s a different way to start off a blog… huh? haha I’ve been sick lately with a cold, then I had food poisoning and I’ve lost some weight. Back on track now.
I will start off by saying, I know that the title is not exactly accurate. I am not alone. I actually have some amazing friends and family, that support me. This blog is actually geared towards human nature and how we can feel “alone”, at times. It’s about time for me to do another rant. I love to entertain people, but there comes a time where you just have to get things off of your “shest” (chest, as my tio/uncle would say it.)
I am very loyal, to my friends and family. I can easily back that sentence up, with countless examples. I always try to be supportive and help, when I can. I’d even say, if I could clone myself to just go help other people, I would. Some people may believe in “karma”. I do think that how well you live your life, does have an impact on things. I don’t even like sounding remotely selfish, or ungrateful… but you can reach a boiling point, where you feel like your relationships with some people, are one sided. I have reached my boiling point.
I am fully aware of how life works and I shouldn’t be disappointed, that the world works this way. I also know that, “life’s not fair”. To that I say… OK, then what are you doing to try to make it fair? (That’s a completely different blog though) I have my true friends, that I know care and will be supportive, whenever and however possible. (Except for when I ask for $1 million dollars. They never seen to help with that one.) I don’t like to ask anybody for anything to begin with. At the most, I will only ask somebody for their time. I really don’t think that I’m asking for much, since I will give that in return and usually even more. I know too many people, that do not work that way. You know what, come to think about it… forget how the rest of the world works. This is my blog and I will talk about how I work. haha
I am the type of person, that takes time for other people, will keep in touch with people and I really want to know how they are doing. I don’t need everybody to be that way with me. I know that we’re all busy and have our own lives and concerns. I simply am saying, it would be nice to just have a fair relationship with people.
I will touch on one other thing. (No, that’s not a perverted reference to anything.) I know that people try to build relationships, for their own benefit. It may be a form of “networking”. That’s fine and all, but you will get a lot more out of those relationships if you are genuine and once again, fair.
People will think that I’m approaching things the wrong way. They may even think that this is naive. Well, the last thing that I am, is naive. I am fully aware of things. It may be more accurate to say, that I don’t care. I do not allow the way that other people conduct themself, influence how I am. That doesn’t mean that I will put up with things that I shouldn’t. It just means that I have a different way of handling the situation. For me, the easiest way to deal with somebody that I know is taking advantage of my kindness, is to simply leave them alone. I won’t show any ill will, I will just let them contact me.
Maybe this is why I’ve always felt more comfortable staying “enigmatic” and only having very few close friends. Sometimes I feel like life would be much easier that way. All I need is family, a few close friends and one special lady in my life. (I’m working on that last part… still. haha) So, it’s time to get back to my old ways. I enjoy knowing so many great people and having a lot of friends. But, it’s once again all about keeping that proper distance and only letting a few get past “security”. hehe Those that are allowed beyond that point, will know that it’s well worth the price of cognition… wait, I meant admission. Yeah… admission. Thank you for allowing your time to assist you, in squandering your time. Now go do something productive. Oh no, where are my manners? I meant… go do something productive, please?
P.S. This may be my shortest blog… ever!
